04-09-2011
01:32 AM

two weeks already... 14 days of it...
I don't know anymore what is good or bad...
I now from before that what I did you won't even care much...
All this will only hurt me alone and not you...
Then I "see" you full of smiling like there's no one is pouting because of you...
But that's good... really good and I mean it...
I don't really want to see you having hard times because of what I did...
Well, in fact, I still hoping for any possibilities even at this second...
I think myself, about the Chemistry I made myself...
Love tested with Envy will show how pure the love is. But,
Lust tested with Envy will show you anger, and how it is not love, because you can't accept that they are not yours...

And now, I can only hope, that we can be together... sooner or later... because I still think we are good together...

I've dream a lot when I can sing the song for us "Looks like we made it, look how far we've come my baby. Though we took the long way, we know we'll get there someday. They said "I bet they'll never make it", but just look at the stories now. We still together, still going strong..."
When can I present that song for you...? When we can laugh together, telling the stories about us in the past, and be happy of what we have achieve together. Yes, together.

Well... good nite now... hope you have a really really great time with your holiday... Don't know if I can see you soon. Can I still be happy to see you and if you can be happy to see me... But I do hope I can... because I still have it in me...

Smile... =)

= Sherwin =

1st of September 2011. 01:00 AM

It was official... It was decided...
But I still can't seem to fully understand the word "moving on..."
A friend said "forget her..."
Another said "Moving on is like bitter vegetable, it tastes bad but it's good for you".
But again... In this very morning... I "saw" you... with the way you "look" at me... but with the other... and I can help but envy...

How can I forget someone whose been too valuable? I guess lesson won't make you smarter when you cannot accept it as your own... The good thing about moving on won't be reach when you refuse to do so...

Help...

Telling The World

by: Taio Cruz


Verse:

Every part of my heart I'm givin' out
Every song on my lips I'm singin' out
Every fear in my soul I'm lettin' go
Anyone who ask I'll let them know
She's the one, she's the one I say it loud
She's the one, she's the one I say it proud
Ring a bell, ring a bell for the whole crowd
Ring a bell, ring a bell


Reff 1:

I'm tellin' the world... That I found a girl...
The one I can live for... The one who deserve


Back to Verse


Reff 2:

I'm tellin' the world... That I found a girl...
The one I can live for... The one who deserve
To give all the light... A reason to fly...
The one I can live for... A reason for life...


Bridge:

Hoeo Hoeo~ Eya Eyay~ (3x)
Hoeo Hoeo~


Back to Reff 2


Eya Eyay~

Alasanku

(Inspired by: The Hoobastank)

Aku... bukan manusia sempurna... Terlihat dari kesalahan-kesalahan yang telah kuperbuat.

Tapi... aku belajar... untuk tidak sembarangan berbicara... bertindak... bertingkah laku.

Sungguh... aku tidak sengaja melakukan itu semua untuk menyakitimu...

Perasaan bersalah itu terus kurasakan setiap hari hingga saat ini...

Maafkan aku...

Maafkan aku yang telah membuat kau harus menghadapi semua kesakitan itu...

Aku berharap aku dapat memperbaiki semuanya dan menghilangkan rasa sakitmu...

Dan kembali menjadi seseorang yang dapat menghentikan tangis sedihmu...

Oleh karena itu aku ingin kau mengetahui ini...

Aku menemukan suatu alasan untukku... untuk berubah dari siapa diriku sebelumnya...

Suatu alasan untuk memulai dari awal lagi...

Dan alasanku itu adalah kamu...

To see you when I wake up is a gift... but for now, I'm happy that we can exchange our good nites...


I Miss You

by: Incubus

To see you when I wake up... is a gift... I didn't... think could be real...
To know that you feel the same... as I do... is a three-fold utopian dream...
You do something to me... that I can't explain...
So would I be out of line... if I say... I miss you.......

See your picture I smell your skin on... the empty pillow... next to mine...
You had only been gone ten days... but already I'm wasting away...
I know I'll see you again... Whether far... or soon...
But I need you to know... that I care... and I miss you........

Bohong sebetulnya kalau aku mengiyakan bahwa perasaan ini tinggal sisa saja...
Karena sesungguhnya masih cukup utuh, bahkan lebih kuat dari sebelumnya...
Tapi apa mau dikata kalau bukan itu yang dapat terjadi diantara kita...
Namun, aku bingung, aku penasaran, kenapa kesempatan itu tidak ada untukku...?
Ataukah ada hal lain selain alasan yang tak pernah bisa kuterima itu...?
"Aku hanya menganggap engkau sebagai teman"
Aku ingin tahu, aku perlu tahu... bolehkah...?


Apa Salahku
by: D'Masiv

D A/C# Bm A
apa salahku kau buat begini

G D/F# Em A
kau tarik ulur hatiku hingga sakit yang kurasa

D A/C# Bm A
apa memang ini yang kamu inginkan

G D/F# Em A
tak ada sedikitpun niat tuk serius kepadaku

G F#m
katakan yang sebenarnya

Em A
jangan mau tak mau seperti ini


Reff:

G F#m
akhirnya kini aku mengerti

Em A D D7
apa yang ada di pikiranmu slama ini

G F#m B
kau hanya ingin permainkan perasaanku

Em A
tak ada hati tak ada cinta

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's allright because I like the way it hurt.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, but that's allright.

8th of September 2010 3:13 PM

Watery eyes after telling all the story all over again. But I cannot, my time and my feeling already exchanged with money at this office hour. Need an empty space an a little unlimited time to help me cry.

Dunia Baru ( A Whole New World)

Kudapat perlihatkan "dunia" kepadamu
Cerah, berkilau, memukau
Katakan padaku "putri" kapan terakhir kau membiarkan hatimu memutuskan

Kudapat membuka matamu
Membawa keajaiban demi keajaiban kepadamu
Diatas, disamping, dan di bawahnya
Dengan permadani ajaib

Dunia baru...
Sebuah citra baru yang fantastis
Tak ada yang melarang, atau mengarahkan
Atau mengatakan kita hanya bermimpi

Dunia baru...
Tempat mempesona yang tak kukenal
Kini di atas sini
Sangat jelas bahwa ku berada di dunia yang baru denganmu

Pemandangan yang luar biasa
Perasaan yang tak tergambarkan
Membumbung, jatuh, bergerak bebas
Melalui langit yang tak bertepi

Dunia baru... (jangan tutup matamu...)
Ratusan hal dapat kulihat (tahan nafasmu... akan semakin membaik)
Ku bagai bintang jatuh... Ku t'lah pergi jauh
Ku tak dapat kembali, kemana aku berasal

Dunia baru... (tiap peralihan mengejutkan)
Dengan cakrawala baru untuk dikejar (setiap saat berarti)

Kukejar kemanapun... Kupunya waktu untuk itu
Biar kubagikan dunia baru ini denganmu...

Dunia baru... Disitulah kita kan berada..
Perburuan yang menggetarkan
Tempat yang penuh keajaiaban...
Untuk kau dan aku...

Hello Beautiful
by: Jonas Brothers

Hello Beautiful
How's it going?
I hear it's wonderful in California
I've been missing you its true
But tonight I'm gonna fly
Yea tonight I'm gonna fly
'cause I could comb across the world
See everything and never be satisfied
If I couldn't see those eyes

Hello Beautiful
It's been a long time
Since my phone's rung
And you've been on that line
I've been missing you it's true
But tonight I'm gonna fly
Yea tonight I'm gonna fly
'cause I could comb across the world
See everything and never be satisfied
If I couldn't see those eyes

First of all, sorry for all the readers (if there's any), I decided to make this blog a little private. Because I need some privacy here now that my FB and Twitter getting a little too public. Sorry for the trouble.


Sukiyaki
by: 4 PM


It's all because of you, I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away, now my life is just a rainy day
And I love you so, how much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely

Untouchable memories, seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here with me

Soft with love are my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone
I just don't know what to do

(Chorus)
If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine once again
You'd be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be
'Cause you took your love away from me

Girl, I don't know what I did
To make you leave me
But what I do know
Is that since you've been gone
There's such an emptiness inside
I'm wishing you'd come back to me

(repeat Chorus)

Oh, baby, you took your love away from me

Memilih itu terkadang memang tidak menyenangkan. Tetapi dibanding-bandingkan dengan orang lain itu tidak pernah menyenangkan, entah itu dibandingkan untuk menang maupun dibandingkan untuk kalah. Mungkin memang kita harus berjalan perlahan, dan ya, kita tengah berjalan perlahan, bahkan perjalanan ini belum terlihat tujuannya, tapi kita, dan mungkin terutama aku, percaya, bahwa pada akhirnya "Waktu yang akan menjawab" apapun itu jawabannya.

=)

How can I stand it, when I miss you so much everyday but you miss someone else so bad every time?

apapun yang MEREKA katakan tentang AKU dan KAMU
itu semua tidak berguna selama AKU dan KAMU tidak menjadi KITA di hatiMU

Lagu Rindu(ku)

Bintang malam katakan padanya...
aku ingin melukis sinarmu.. di hatinya...
Embun pagi katakan padanya...
biar ku dekap erat waktu dingin membelenggunya...

Bintang malam sampaikan padanya...
aku ingin melukis sinarmu.. di hatinya...
Embun pagi katakan padanya...
biar ku dekap erat waktu dingin membelenggunya...

Tahukah engkau wahai langit....?
Aku ingin bertemu membelai wajahnya...
Kan kupasang hiasan... angkasa yang terindah...
Hanya untuk.. dirinya....

Lagu rindu... ini ku(nyanyi)kan...
Hanya untuk bidadari hatiku tercinta...
Walau hanya... nada sederhana...
Ijinkan kuungkap segenap rasa... dan kerinduan...

9th of December 2009
OMK MKK Choir on Plaza Blok M Choir Competition 2009

Kasih (Cipt: Putut, Arr: Natalis, Mei", Mitra)
Medley: Carol Of The Bells, Jinggle Bells, We Wish You A Merry Christmas

Sunday, 6 December 2009
16:30

St. Sabas Choir Regular Service

Pembukaan: O Datanglah Immanuel (PS. 442)
Ordinarium: Kyrie, Sanctus, Agnus Dei (Masa Adven)
Persembahan: Bapa Di Surga Trimalah (PS. 379)
Bapa Kami: Putut
Komuni: Known To You
Penutup: Putri Sion, Nyanyilah (PS. 448)

Argo & Dewi Wedding 28-11-2009
The Wedding
Kasih
Namaku Disebut
Bapa Kami
Berkatilah (Pandu & Putri)
Tak Sebebas Merpati (Mitra & Pandu)

Yohan & Melani Wedding 29-11-2009
Wonderful Day
Kasih
Give Thanks
Namaku Disebut
Bapa Kami (Totok)
The Prayer (Kak Nadus & Mei2)
Ave Maria (Ditta)
Lucky (Delvin & Bianda)
From This Moment

OMK MKK Choir Rehearsal 29-11-2009

Kasih (cipt. Putut, Arr: Natalis, Mei2, Mitra)
Carol Of The Bells

Sabas rehearsal 18-11-2009

Give Thanks
From This Moment
The Prayer
Lucky

The start of my singing blog...

14th of November 2009

Went karaoke, below is songs I sing (which I remember though)

Taylor Swift - Love Story
Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
SNSD - Gee
Super Junior - Sorry Sorry
Coldplay - Viva La Vida
Jason Mraz & Colbie Calliat - Lucky
Tangga - Terbaik Untukmu
Tangga - Kesempatan Kedua
Joey Mcintyre - Stay The Same
Kavana - Will You Wait For Me (miss you dad...)
Yui - Goodbye Days
Yellowcard - Only One
Base Jam - Bukan Pujangga
Vierra - Bersamamu
Sherina - Cinta Pertama dan Terakhir
BoA - No 1

15th November 2009

Went for Church Choir with St. Sabas Choir

Pembukaan: PS. 333: Sungguhlah Indah RumahMu
Ordinarium: Misa Kita II
Persembahan: PS. 377: Kami Hunjukkan Kami Sembahkan
Bapa Kami: (arr. L. Putut)
Komuni: Dalam Yesus
Penutup: PS. 692: Yesus Mengutus Muridnya

Then goes for Rina's farewell

Kak Rina (Embun Pagi) (by: Lyant Lay)
Selalu Kurindukan (by: Lyant Lay)

Then goes for Windy's Brother Wedding Rehearsal

The Wedding
Kasih (arr: L. Putut)
Berkatilah
Namaku Disebut

Humm... dunno what to say first... ehuehue.. actually this isn't my first blog... but it's the first one here... =p
Currently study for tomorow exam (yes... it's the last one... thank goodness)... but dunno... don't seem to gonna find the mood for it...
Duh... this post is so rubbish... just trying this time... just see if there's more =d